We all feel regret, anger, and sadness differently. It may be something we personally did or something someone may have pushed you to do. I had a dream last night about an old boss that wronged me in a professional way. Then because of a personal life choice I made she felt that I stabbed her in the back. When I woke up after the dream I wanted to reach out to her and see how she is. Me thinking it's been almost 3-4 years since all this happened at what point do you just forgive and forget? That is just that, forgive and forget. I don't know that re-opening that chapter in my life again is the wisest choice. Then I started thinking about all the people in my past and how happy I am that they are there. Some of the people are great individuals and at some point in both of our lives needed to take other paths and that should be that. Why all of a sudden I feel the need to be remorseful is beyond me but I'm glad I was quickly able to put it in to real perspective. I know there is a reason for everything and people come into our lives to help teach us lessons, some are more painful then others. I have learned so much from each and every one of these people that are no longer in my life. I know that their friendships weren't a waste of time but another life lesson. Because of my old boss I know now how to keep personal and professional life separate, especially when it comes to being friends with coworkers. I have learned valuable lessons in renting a home and what to look for and again to keep that professionalism of being a landlord and a tenant. I have learned that even in the best of intentions some relationships, romantic and friendship, sometimes things just don't work out.
I think my recent eye opener about who I am was shined upon with the comment that, you are associated with the people you are around the most. I have thought about it over and over and realized even if you try not to judge people we all do it. I know everyone is different and has their own personalities but sadly it's true, you are who you associate with.
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